Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Victoria de los Angeles: "la dulzura al servico del canto"



I will always adore the voice and performance of Victoria de los Angeles, especially when she sings Spanish song cycles. We had these boxed sets of classical music records when I was young, with two Rossini arias sung by her ("una voce poco fa"  and "dunque io son'"). I sang along to them hundreds of times (I don't think my mother ever complained).   Something about the timbre of her voice just made me happy. Later, I would recognize that she might not have been the most technically accomplished  when compared with some other sopranos, but she was my first love.

Here's a charming  interview clip, with a song performance, from British TV.

Best comment on this clip ("Che gelida manina" with the divine Jussi Bjorling):  her singing was "la dulzura al servicio del canto."

Monday, July 21, 2014



Lorrain Hunt Lieberson sings. She was only 52 when she died. 52! I found this through the book Orfeo.

Text from the YouTube video's About section:
"The last of Peter Lieberson's five "Neruda Songs", composed for his wife, mezzo-soprano Lorraine Hunt Lieberson. Ms. Lieberson made this recording with the Boston Symphony Orchestra, under the direction of James Levine, less than eight months before she succumbed to breast cancer, making the text of this particular song that much more poignant.

My love, should I die and you don't,
let us give grief no more ground:
my love, should you die and I don't,
there is no piece of land like this on which we've lived.

Dust in the wheat, sand in the desert sands,
time, errant water, the wandering wind
carried us away like a navigator seed.
In such times, we may well not have met.

The meadow in which we did meet,
oh tiny infinity, we give back.
But this love, Love, has had no end,

and so, as it had no birth,
it has no death. It is like a long river
that changes only its shores and its banks.

Translation: Terence Clarke"

All five poems:

Yet another med change.

May 2014:
Since I was hospitalized for the first time a year ago, I've had a roller coaster with medications.

Medications I cannot tolerate, that made my symptoms worse, or that have caused allergic reactions or adverse side effects:
Celexa. worked, then didn't and caused horrible side effects.
Temzepam: worked, but also caused bad side effects that I tolerated for way too long because I needed to sleep to be able to work. I wish I had known better.
Cymbalta: tipped me from depressed to bipolar, and had lots of crappy side effects like no REM sleep.


Welbutrin: teeth grinding, nail-biting, acute manic symptoms, intense anxiety attacks.

Lithium: worked for a while, then, blam! hives and manic attacks, ugh.
Depakote: felt like being on the SSRIs again: no sleep, constipation, dreary mood, no apparent benefit.
Seroquel . This one helped stabilize the manic symptoms, and helped me sleep (wonderful!)  but was hellish on my metabolism and did not helped the depression. I slept, but I couldn't concentrate, remember  or focus well when I was awake; I am tired all the time, I gained 30 lbs in 3 months (!) and I felt shaky and anxious with every savage blood-sugar change. Scary: I  started to get symptoms of neuropathy in my legs, and this medication can make you diabetic. Worst is the fact that the depression did not go away, even though the panic attacks did. The doctor said we should step down and step off while I started a new mood stabilizer.

So, on to the next: oxcarbazepine, an anti-seizure medication also known as Trileptal (a close relative of Tegretol or carbamazepine). Some of the suckier side-effects are not an issue for me (don't need to worry about birth control pills), but I will need to have my blood levels monitored and watch out for nasty and potentially fatal rash.

So far, so good. The neuropathy disappeared right away, as did the daily mood swings. Trileptal has not caused any new side effects. I'm sleeping reasonably well. My appetite and digestion are normal. No manic symptoms. Still with the bad depression...but not as bad.  I can now read a whole book again, and I have returned to learning: Japanese and Korean.

I still experience periodic flashes of intense, gruesome, horrific depression that make the future seem uniformly bleak and make me doubt my capacity to resist.  But they are not lasting as long. This is progress.

Sunday, July 13, 2014

Pirates of Penzance

A friend and I saw a performance of the Pirates of Penzance yesterday at the Lake Harriet bandshell. So much fun! I will be singing this all week.

Poking around in Youtubelandia, I found New Zealand's Essgee Company's performances. Great voices, wonderful staging and choreography, and some liberties with the original. Gilbert and Sullivan purists might not approve, but I love it.





 Linda Ronstadt is so beautiful as Mabel. What a voice!


A more operatically trained singer's performance of "Poor Wandering One." At the bandshell, the swallows all took off when the soprano did her first run.

Thursday, June 12, 2014

Janelle Monae, "Heroes"

 Love her SO MUCH! I cried the first time I watched this video.


Live version of "Heroes" on Letterman:


"Electric Lady" on Maya Rudolph's new show:

Also performed this great song live for The Today Show: love the faces of the women in the audience singing along!

Priceless Billboard interview:


Sunday, May 11, 2014

Orfeo by Richard Powers: listening project

Now reading Richard Powers' novel Orfeo, in which several works of modern music (none of which I have never heard) are evoked in compelling detail. After I finish the book, I plan to go back and listen to all of them, but for now, here is the one that the characters hear (and don't hear) on  pages 245-255, Steve Reich's "Proverb" :



Proverb (1995)
for voices and ensemble
Ludwig Wittgenstein (E)
3 lyric sopranos, 2 tenors—2 vibraphones—2 keyboards (playing 4 five-octave keyboards)



Thursday, April 24, 2014

Paco de Lucía documentaries

I enjoy this documentary film Paco de Lucía: Light and Shade.



I'm posting the version of the film available in Spanish with no subtitles for translation. If you want to view the version in English, you have to put up with the somewhat intrusive voice-overs, but don't let that stop you.

Here is a second documentary made for Spanish TV: Francisco Sánchez (AKA Paco de Lucía), and with extensive interviews of Paco de Lucía from his home in Mexico.

Monday, April 21, 2014

The Magic Flute


I was fortunate enough to see a production of The Magic Flute by the MN Opera (review here). The production was designed by the 1927 group, debuted in Berlin and then went to LA. My friend thought the visuals sometimes upstaged the music, and she missed the colerful costumes of more traditional stagings, but I though the singing was quite good throughout, and really enjoyed the creativity and innovation. I did not like the Queen of the Night-giant spider characterization, but the rest of the characterizations worked for me.

This clip from the LA Opera's production shows how they us used early cinema as the aesthetic. So inventive!


A different staging, equally creative is Julie Taymor's design for  the Metropolitan Opera's abridged English production  Nathan Gunn as Papageno is so expressive!And


Papageno and Papagena's duet.

I went looking to compare performances of the Queen of the Night.  Here, dramatic soprano Edda Moser performs the first aria,"O Zittre Nicht".


Nathalie Dessay is so compelling on stage. I love her in everything I see:


Edith Gruberova:


Diana Damrau brings the drama! There is a DVD of this production that I must find:


And here's a recording of Lucia Popp, with the conductor taking things at a slower tempo, and her splendid technique.

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Anne Miller for Easter


Thanks to TLo for posting their Easter Parade piece again, and reminding me of this wonderful Anne Miller number.

She started dancing professionally when she was 13, but lied and said she was 18. Born in 1923, she danced with  with Ginger Rogers in Stage Door in 1937, a lanky and youthful 14:




"Too Darn Hot" from Kiss Me, Kate

and 40 years later

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Janelle Monae and Kimbra


"Rock Steady"

Sunday, March 30, 2014

MN Zoo

Wild boar 

 
De Brazza Monkey

Amur Tiger

Sea Otter

 Grizzly

Takin

Our first outdoor activity without a coat in five months!

Friday, March 28, 2014

A-E-I-O-U

This song has been stuck in my head for a week now. I discovered the video this morning; it was made in San Francisco.

Jim James, "State of the Art (a e i o u)" off this album, Regions of Light and Sound of God.

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Riviera Nayarit: flora

Ti plant ("Muñeca") 


Plumeria by the beach


 
 


Two stages of palm fruit
The landscaping of the place we stayed used plants that were not all native, but they were beautiful.

Two weeks of amazing food in Mexico

While I was in Mexico, I avoided drinking most of the time, but on my last day, I indulged in a typical tourist drink, a "vacation-sized" margarita with Blue Curacao.
Our favorite part of the morning buffet (too much to do every day) was the freshly-made empanadas, prepared with fresh masa and fried in front of you.  I liked the ones with flor de calabaza (squash blossom) filling the best.
 Several kinds of bananas and plantains in the market in Puerto Vallarta.
 Lobster salad with grapefruit and mango, from our last dinner on the beach.
Oh my lord, medio kilo de camarones al ajillo "arriero."

Thursday, March 06, 2014

"You had one job!"

This is the week of FAIL on the part of the usual suspects: insurance companies, medical providers, homeowners association. Stress bombs, baby.

I don't mind it when people who make mistakes apologize and fix them. I'll settle for just fixing things without an apology. But that is not the track record with these actors. Instead, it seems that I am supposed to clean up after their messes, while remaining calm and cheerful. This is difficult for me when these communications trigger my symptoms. I find it especially  hard to handle communication with people who don't respond to any of my phone or email messages, unless I call daily for a week.  When I feel my anxiety level rising, with the jolts of adrenaline fear causing intestinal distress and trouble breathing,  I do my best to try not to slide into a hypomanic episode, or a full-blown panic attack, or some combination of the two. The moment when I am trying to fall asleep is the worst time; I have trouble breathing and feel as if I am going to die because I can't breathe. It is terrifying. I have a few strategies to try to interrupt this physical panic response.   Humor helps, a little bit.   ("...You had ONE JOB" was a line from one of the Ocean's 11 movies that got turned into a meme.) 

I can't get tax return done because the property management company has provided incorrect documentation to my accountant.


The evil Insurance company that (mis)handles my employers long-term disability seems to have lost my file, all the material going back to last October. Or maybe not--I can't tell, since the *new* claim manager is not responding to my daily voice-mails asking for clarification. I am trying so hard not to freak out because this person told me on the phone that she couldn't find anything after October, then sent me  the usual vaguely threatening/shaming form letter saying it is MY responsibility to get them all the documents they are asking the doctors for, but without telling me what or when.



The hospital where I had been going for day treatment for the past four months and one of the many medical insurance companies that is involved in the billing are having some kind of spat over how to code their bills, which resulted in me getting over-billed for Day Treatment program to the tune of thousands of dollars. This issue had, supposedly, been corrected, but then it started happening again. I finally reached a billing person, after four days of leaving messages, waiting on hold, talking to people who couldn't help me, the usual. She assures me that the new error will being corrected, yay! but I have some trust issues with this particular hospital, so I am still anxious.



I'm doing my best. It's not always good enough.


Monday, March 03, 2014

Dancing in the Movies: A Supercut


Your mission, should you decide to accept it, is to watch all of the movies included in this supercut of dance scenes, by the fine folks of Supercut Videos; they provide a list of all the films they included:

"Dancing on the silver screen has been happening since film was invented. From the big time musicals to the small quirky dances that pop up now and then. There are so many examples of dancing we could only fit 246 films in this cut, so a part 2 might be on its way for the 100+ clips we had left over. We hope you enjoy it as much as we've had making it and the Bee Gee's 'You Should Be Dancing' never gets old."

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Film List:

Nine and a Half Weeks
Risky Business
Mrs. Doubtfire
Anchors Away
Alpha Papa
Silver Linings Playbook
Along Came Polly
Beetlejuice
Clerks 2
Save the Last Dance
Tropic Thunder
Flashdance
White Nights
Footloose
Billy Elliott
A Day at the Races
A Clockwork Orange
Pulp Fiction
Adventures in Babysitting
Stir Crazy
Short Circuit
Slumdog Millionaire
Austin Powers
500 Days of Summer
An American in Paris
Dirty Dancing
Mr and Mrs Smith
Back to the Future III
Mr Fair Lady
My Best Friend's Wedding
Scent of a Woman
Michael
Coming to America
Gulliver's Travels
Star Wars : ROTJ
High School Musical
Addams Family Values
Back to the Future
A Knights Tale
Pride and Prejudice
Batman
Groundhog Day
Beauty and the Beast
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
Labyrinth
Mannequin
Rock N Rolla
Fame
The Matrix Reloaded
Encino Man
Fanboys
Wayne's World
Grind
Bio Dome
Haunted Honeymoon
Hairspray
Something Borrowed
Bridesmaids
Robin Hood - Men in Tights
House Party
Home Alone
Uncle Buck
The Muppets
Revenge of the Nerds
Kickboxer
Bolero Raque
Cabaret
Gentlemen Prefer Blondes
Burlesque
Chicago
Make it Happen
Sin City
Grindhouse - Death Proof
Dogma
Striptease
From Dusk till Dawn
Showgirls
Magic Mike
Nine
P.S. I Love You
The Full Monty
True Lies
We're the Millers
Mamma Mia
Muriel's Wedding
Mean Girls
Coyote Ugly
American Beauty
Mystery Men
Romy and Michelle High School Reunion
Airplane
Go
Titanic
Dance Flick
American Pie 3
Saturday Night Fever
Boogie Nights
Beerfest
Charlie's Angels
Starsky and Hutch
Night at the Roxbury
Iron Man
Pee-Wee's Big Adventure
The Mask
The Karate Kid Part II
Moonwalker
Friday Moon
Elf
Reservoir Dogs
Party Girl
Pretty in Pink
Memoirs of a Geisha
Damn Yankees
All that Jazz
O Brother Where Art Thou
Scott Pilgrim vs The World
Little Miss Sunshine
Shrek
Step Up
Shaun of the Dead
Breakin'
Office Space
Do the Right Thing
Funny Face
Band of Outsiders
Sweet Charity
Center Stage
Pina
King of New York
Forest Gump
Jailhouse Rock
Swing Time
The Artist
Scooby Doo 2 Monsters Unleashed
Mary Poppins
Puss in Boots
The Jungle Book
Beau Travail
Black Swan
Billy Madison
Hellzapoppin
Hitch
It's a Wonderful Life
King Kong
Lord of the Rings - ROTK
Love Actually
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Royal Wedding
Zorba
Never on Sunday
The Last Boy-scout
The Blues Brothers
The Gold Rush
The Little Colonel
The Ringer
Top Hat
Rent
The Big Leboski
Napoleon Dynamite
Weekend at Bernie's 2
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Human Traffic
Kevin and Perry Go Large
Take Me Home Tonight
Ted
Spiderman 3
You Don't Mess with the Zohan
The Cable Guy
Despicable Me
Reality Bites
The Fantastic Mr Fox
Thriller
13 going on 30
Teen Wolf
Old School
Once Bitten
Flying Down to Rio
Almost Famous
Road Trip
The Breakfast Club
The Inbetweeners Movie
She's All That
The Worlds End
To Sir with Love
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 2
White Chicks
You Got Served
Stomp Honey
Step Up Revolution
Grease
Blast from the Past
Take the Lead
Romeo and Juliet
The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus
Shakespeare in Love
Shall We Dance
Strictly Ballroom
The King and I
The Godfather
The Mask of Zorro
A League of Our Own
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
Hitch
Zatoichi
Kung Fu Hustle
Glenn Ford
Urban Cowboy
Jackass Number 2
Three Amigos
Summer Holiday
Moonrise Kingdom
Singing in the Rain
Annie
Seven Brides for Seven Brothers
The Music Man
Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory
The Wizard of Oz
West Side Story
The Wiz
The Sound of Music
The Producers
The Red Shoes
Oklahoma
The 40 Year Old Virgin
Enchantment
BASEketball
Broadway Rhythm
Knocked Up
The Jerk
Young Frankenstein
Zoolander
Stormy Weather
42nd Street
The Fisher King
Ferris Bueller's Day Off
Swing Kids
Moulin Rouge

Sunday, February 23, 2014

Colin Stetson, "To See More LIght"


I'm completely in love with all fifteen minutes of this performance by Colin Stetson, "To See More Light." I had never heard of him until I got this track as part of the Top Songs of 2013 from the music blog Said The Gramphone.
He is able to perform using circular breathing, overblowing, and other techniques that enable him to sound as if he is playing multiple tracks at once. Here, in an interview  for the show Studio Q, he talks about how he makes music.
"Montreal based saxophone wizard Colin Stetson has collaborated with the likes of Arcade Fire, Lou Reed and Bon Iver, and this year his solo album was short-listed for the Polaris Prize. Colin Stetson is in Studio Q to chat about the origin of his mighty bass sax and how he divides his time as a hired horn."



He  performs the piece "Judges" live, on the bass saxophone:



In this clip, he shows how he layers the parts and plays them together,  with mics that pick up the percussive sound of the keys themselves, and a throat mic to pick up a vocal part:


I still have not seen "Twelve Years a Slave," and apparently a piece of his music is part of the score. He will be at the Cedar Cultural Center April 17, so I'm going to make sure I go see him perform this amazing music.

Friday, February 21, 2014

Monday, February 17, 2014

Ten different ways to embrace your obstacle

[your viral cool animal video of the day]

Sunday, February 16, 2014

Color story


I'm halfway through having my place painted, for the first time in over 20 years. Everything will be topsy-turvy until they are done, by the end of the week, but it is worth camping out to see how my home is emerging with fresh new colors. I'm very happy with the crew I hired, on the recommendation of a friend. Communication has been easy and they have been very scrupulous and careful.  It's a huge job, and I'm glad I am able to have a pro crew do all the tedious prep work of patching, sanding, and moving stuff around. The living room has been an orangey/mango/peach yellow ("Villa Peach"), but I wanted a cleaner and fresher yellow. The new color, Benjamin Moore's Dalila, is making me very happy. In this photo, you can see the old color in the alcove. It's amazing how different colors look in photos, on the computer screen, or at different times of day!

 All the paint we are using is Benjamin Moore. My love affair with Farrow and Ball paints went aground on the price and also the difficulty of getting samples since no retailer carries it locally. But someone had matched F & B with Benjamin Moore, so I used these matches to  help me narrow things down.

The ceiling and trim throughout will be in Seashell, described as a soft ivory. To cover the icky acoustic tile ceiling in the living room, they put up sheet-rock. We also are taking out all the old crown moldings, most of which had been installed in a shoddy manner. The result is a much cleaner look.

The wall you see when you open the front door, in the tiny entry space, will be done in a "suede" finish, from the Ralph Lauren line, in the Santa Rosa pink. It goes well with the living room color that gets lots of natural light and transitions well with the color I've chosen for the shadowy hallway.



The two hallways get almost no natural light but their walls are what you see in front of your face when you are exiting the bedroom and bathroom, so I want them to be good backgrounds for displaying art under artificial light. They had been a dingy light gray, but now they will be painted Ben Moore Gray Mountain, (a color matched to Farrow and Ball's Brassica, one  of my inspiration colors, and described as "a grayed-down purple"). It looks almost bronzey-brown in some lights. I was going to get all fancy with color for the hallway ceilings, but Miss R is of the opinion that Seashell is best, and I agree. Too many colors will be too busy. In this photo here you can see how many patches we tried out; the trim looks yellow, but that is just an effect of the light.

The dining room has off-white wainscoting up to about six feet, also to be painted in Seashell. The ceiling was hand-painted by the previous owners with colors reminiscent of a twilight sky, and with some clouds and stars overhead; we are keeping the clouds, but matching the blue, and painting down to the top of the wainscoting to cover a row of motifs hat did not quite work at suggesting the top of a fence.

The bathroom is still green, but not the mistaken mint green of the last paint job (that irritated the hell out of me,  but I did not object and have it repainted). The color is called Lilly Pad, and the double l in Lilly is a tip of the hat to Lilly Pulitzer, whose happy color palette included many soft, fresh greens. This one is neither too yellow nor too blue,
Here is a test patch on one of the kitchen walls.

My bedroom will go dramatic with an deep indigo blue named Indigo-go, or "the party paint"  as we are calling it. I almost went with Kensington Blue, but I like the more purpley tinge. Because it is a small room that also gets almost no natural light, lighting will be important. I already have objects and bedding in hot pink or fuschia that provide a pop of color, and some new sheets and bedding from Ikea in a palette of red-violet purples and blues.
Mr. Leo is helping me test the colors.

The kitchen has some pesky matching issues with the existing laminate countertop color, which has a reddish tinge, and linoleum floor colors colors, which are a mix of greens. Maybe some day I'll replace each, but I've decided not to this time around. Lilly Pad is going to be used on the walls that meet the floor and the backsplash area and wall the meets the counter will be something else, still to be determined. Maybe the Seashell? I want to get tile for the backsplash.

 Lilly Pad and Mountain Gray go well together in the transitions from room to room as one looks down the long hallway in either direction. The back kitchen wall in Lilly Pad green gets lots of natural light and when you look down the long shadowy hallway, the patch you see seems to glow.