I got back from my trip to Spain last night. The whole return trip was an ordeal. I took a bus at 2AM from Zaragoza to the airport in Madrid, about three and a half hours. The entire time a very large person who was sitting next to me was sprawled all over me, asleep. I had to carry my backpack on my lap while this person leaned on me--my legs hurt. I arrived at the airport at 5:30 AM, then had to wait half an hour for the bus from Terminal 4 to Terminal 1, then had to wait two hours for the check-in location to open up. I waited with a huge group of Cubans who were each carting six or seven bags wrapped in plastic. So glad I only had my one little bag. Luckily my check-in line was not theirs! I answered all the security questions, showed my very expensive covid test papers and got my bag checked. Then it was a long hike to the next security line. Then another line to have the police check my passport while looking at me sternly. Spanish security felt much more real than the TSA theater which always makes me resentful that they don't do a better job. Then there was another long hike to the gate where I had to wait two more hours for the flight. I was glad there was a Starbucks automatic kiosk so I could get a mocha because I was hungry. The flight to JFK was uneventful. At least the food was decent this time. I couldn't sleep so I read for almost the entire seven hours of the flight. Once in JFK, we had to retrieve our bags and go through customs. My Global Entry card paid off--I got to join the fast line and was through quickly, rechecked the bag, and then waited another three hours. I ended up at a bar having a beer and listening to a couple flirting loudly. When they left the guy next to me struck up a conversation and we ended up chatting about our kids and his wife's upcoming culinary school course in Barcelona. He picked up my tab--what a nice thing to do! More waiting. The flight was full and I had watched all the movies so I finished my book, and found myself still unable to sleep but nodding off and waking up over and over. I'm so grateful that my brother-in-law came to pick me up so I didn't have to take BART back from SFO. The whole trip took over 24 hours and involved too much anxiety about lines and checkpoints, but the alternative would have been not having enough time between stages and being freaked out about missing a connection. I won't say it wasn't worth it but it was so much more taxing than any previous trip I've ever made, more than the one on the way over. I really felt my age. I'm glad I went, but it was hard. There's another family wedding in the fall--I wonder how far along Spain will be with their vaccination efforts by then? It was interesting getting the news from Europe. We really are so fortunate that the Biden administration got vaccination efforts on track because it makes such a huge difference to feel safer.
The wedding was wonderful. Being with my family was wonderful. I experienced so many memories of my previous times in Zaragoza over the years. I was able to see my daughter's grandparents one more time before I left. They are frail. He is hardly able to see or walk, and his mind wanders, but he was lucid and recognized me and he loves seeing his granddaughter. She is much diminished but still sharp. It is really hard for her to take care of him, but there are social workers who come to visit on weekdays to help take him out in his wheelchair or help with the grocery shopping, and Blas goes to see them every day. I hope the situation here at home evolves in a more positive way. I'm not looking forward to trying to deal with it in the coming weeks.



