Thomas Jefferson memorial

Pillars of the Thomas Jefferson memorial in Washington DC. My brother is named after him, as were our father and grandfather. Inside is inscribed: "I have sworn upon the altar of God eternal hostility against every form of tyranny over the mind of man."
As this story shows, all the public pomp and patriotic display are good for the tourists, but don't try to actually assert your right to assemble or pursue happiness by dancing at midnight with 20 friends to the music of your ipods, even though the memorial is open 24 hours a day, because because we live in a police state now and the police can order you to disperse and then arrest you for asking, "why?"

Camping at Cape Henlopen

We walked out along this rocky pier and watched a pod of dolphins swimming in circles, probably eating some tasty fishies. I learned that dolphins and porpoises are technically groups as "toothed whales." This lovely quiet park is just a few miles up the coast from the crowded boardwalks of Rehoboth.

A horsehoe crab that got washed up on the beach, belly up. These creatures predate the dinosaurs and have been around for 300,000 years! take that, creationists! Unfortunately, industrial fishing is making a serious dent in their population, which in turn affects the migratig birds that feed on them. A substance in their blood is useed to test for various deadly diseases. Who knew?

Sunset on the beach at Cape Henlopen.

SYTYCD on the road

I missed my favorite show because I was in a plane, so I read some recaps. Lots of folks seem disappointed with this season, but so far, I am really enjoying it. I'm not expecting the dancers to be like my favorites from years past; I want to see how they develop over the weeks. My favorites so far:
Joshua and Katee, for both their routines: last week's hip hop and this weeks Broadway. They are well matched for energy and synchornicity, and they have a GREAT connection, even when they are not directly partnering. The first dance told an emotional story of impending separation and pain, while this weeks was a joyous romp. I thought they did a great job with both routines, both in the execution of the choreography and the creation of an emotional arc as a duo. For this reason, they are my favorite couple so far.

I can't decide who my next favorite dancers are because I like quite a few of them. Mark Kanemura has done a great job so far, partly because he's had two outstanding routines to work with: Mia Michaels is always great as far as I'm concerned, and I thought Mark expressed the character of the Argentine tango perfectly for someone who has never danced it before. Some people are getting down on his partner Chelsie Hightower for her part in the tango, but I thought she has been excellent in both dances so far. But neither dance has really showcased her. Mia had her in a foofy tutu that obscured her body for parts of the dance, and the AT has the woman in close embrace and you don't see her face, but her footwork and carriage were strong. She ventured into ballrooom tango a little bit in her posture at times, but I don't think that's bad for a showcase routine like this, with lifts etc. It's not a milonga. People who were talking about how they looked down don't realize that this is part of the dance, not a mistake. They had GREAT chemistry, and I think they have been pleasing the fans.
I love Will and Twitch. Jessica is better than the judges have been saying. Is the fact that the she and Will are not dancing at the same level her fault or partly that Will is not dancing with her the way Joshua is with Katee? Let's not forget that this is a partnership and if they are not matching, he may have something to do with it. Hard to say yet. He IS a superior dancer, for sure, but I like the quality of Joshua's movement the best of all the men.

I do like Matt Dorame, and thought the foxtrot was fine, but I understand a little what Nigel is saying even if I think he is being cruel about it. Matt has such brilliant technique with his legs, but sometimes his arms are not strong enough. Not in an effiminate way, but in that he doesn't continue the energy beyond his hands, project it out.This also comes through in his facial expressions. He has a fabulous and mobile face, but for some reason he's not communicating with it. I'm not sure why. His partner is OK, but I can't remember her name, and that is not good.Kortni? She's a good dancer, but they lack the connection they need to make it flow.
Susie was flustered by Alex da Silva, what a jerk he is, when he said she was a street salsa dancer, but why should she be hurt by that? She is, and that's just fine! But she did not bring it in her number, for whatever reason--she was unsure and not rhythmic. I actually thought Marquis did fine for being a salsa beginner. Not as good as their waltz, but I have wanted to flog Alex in the past for being incredibly unkind to the dancers he works with, so this is not new.
Other couples were fine but not as well served by their choreography. Of course, I was on the plane during the show and have had to piece it together with BloggingSYTYCD (thanks Ted and Sue B!) and all the other fanatics.

Blogging Break

I won't be posting until we get home next week, but here are a couple of posts, completely different, about how the media covers a story:

Language Log's Mark Liberman parses both the rhetoric and the statistics of journalists' reporting on a scientific study of brains and the supposed correlation with sexuality.

Via Kottke, a set of photos of the flooding in Iowa at the Big Picture blog.

Hasta pronto.

Maryland and the Eastern Shore

We are off on an excursion to the east coast to visit my brother and his family. They moved from the Annapolis area to the Eastern Shore of the Chesapeake Bay a few years ago.

I haven't had time yet to find and read books set in Annapolis or the Eastern Shore, but I am intrigued by Song Yet Sung by James McBride (author of a memoir I loved, The Color of Water). Harriet Tubman was born on the Eastern Shore, and much of her activity in the Underground Railroad took place in that area. Frederick Douglass was also born on the Eastern Shore, and this 7th grader's history project connects his writings with the place he was born.
We will go camping for a night at Cape Henlopen in Delaware,

Happy Fathers' Day!

I am blessed that my daughter, who will be going to HIGH SCHOOL in the fall! has two wonderful dads. We celebrated the graduation and fathers' day (I enjoy the displacement of the apostrophe) by having dinner at Meritage in downtown St. Paul and then seeing the show Stomp! What fun! This morning we made waffles and bacon, and ate deliciously ripe mango and strawberries, along with jam made by Loren's mother, yum.
We took a walk around the farm, despite the mosquitos.

Totally unrelated:
Every time someone talks about an animal named Fluffy, I hear this.

A stupid quest

I had to channel the spirit of Steve Jobs in order to get Apple Customer Relations to explain to me why they wanted to charge me close to $1000 to repair my laptop,without specifying what exactly they were going to be repairing.
First it stopped working. I took it to the Apple store, and the tech replaced the logic board and the top panel on the keyboard case because it was cracked (what Apple calls a "known issue"). My Apple Care 3-year warranty covered this.
Small problem: when I get home the computer still won't boot up. Dead. So I take it back. The tech says he has to send it to Apple because he can't get it to boot up either and doesn't have the parts to repair it, this is the usual procedure, bla bla bla. He can't tell me what exactly is wrong with it, but hints that this is the protocol.
Apple then tells him that they won't repair it under the warranty because there has been "spillage" for which the have "photographic documentation" and the LCD (display) is damaged. They want me to pay almost $1000 to fix it. I say that I did not spill anything, but it is not inconceivable that another person did (although my daughter would have told me and I would have noticed it, I'm sure), but would they please tell me what exactly they were going to repair as I brought it in because it wouldn't boot up and they had already replaced the logic board. The tech gives me the serial number and make, and urges me to embark on my next Quest.

First, I am to call the 1-800 number, but I must be sure to ignore the menu that will confuse me and not lead me to my destination. I must ask to be connected with Customer Relations, and not accept any other destinatin. Make sure that when I am connected that I am indeed talking to Customer Relations and not something else with a similar name. I do so, and although the rep tried hard to head me off, eventually I am given a magic case number and transferred.

Customer Relations listens to my story and promises to find out what's up and call back. However, a few hours later, I'm talking to CR again, but the story remains the same: I must have spilled something, thus voiding the warranty, and they have pictures. I repeat my questions: what is it that they have to fix to get the computer to boot up? and why are they claiming that the palm rest shows damage when that part was replaced?

We go around like this for a while and it finally emerges that the repair folks have not even opened up the computer to see what is inside it! they have opened the lid and looked at the exterior, but have not "looked under the hood" so to speak. I am livid, but trying hard to remain civil and calm, and to ensure that the person on the other end of the line and I are using the same terminology. I keep repeating that if this were a car that I took into the shop, nobody would expect me to pay the equivalent of the price of a new car before they even opened the hood or looked underneath. I am polite but persistent and logical. I make it clear that I will not allow him to rephrase my words into a different story.

Finally, the guy just says, we'll fix it for you at no charge, and I ask him to send it to me at my work address. I am hoping that it arrives soon and that when it does, that it actually works.

I go home feeling exhausted and confused. I have achieved my goal, but I feel just horrible.

The tech guy at the store calls me this morning to tell me that it looks as if Apple has "released" the machine and it will indeed be repaired.

Grad Night --1974!

*As I expected, the laptop is making its pilgrimage to the Apple HQ, where they will undoubtedly poke and prod it and declare it dead. Then, if I'm lucky, they'll replace it. If I'm not lucky, they'll send it back, I'll take it home, it won't work and THEN they'll replace it. Yes, I'm glad I have the warranty.*

Yesterday, we attended an open house for a high-school graduate, my daughter's second cousin. It was a lovely party, with pictures, a video, balloons, and lots of great food. Some of us older folks mused about the fact that we had not had such celebrations when we graduated from high school. Is it a new thing? a regional custom? a class-based ritual?

But then I remembered what we did to celebrate my graduation from Lowell High School in 1974: we went to Disneyland! I think I remember that it was about $19 to fly round-trip from SF to LA. I don't remember the price of the ticket, but it probably wasn't much. We had to dress according to the Disney code: girls had to wear dresses or skirts, or matching pantsuits, and boys had to wear a sports coat. No jeans! We, and hundreds of other high school kids, were turned loose overnight in Disneyland for Grad Night where we got to ride all the rides, see musical acts and buy souvenirs. None of us smuggled in booze, that I know of anyway. The hit show of the night was The Four Tops, in all their dancing glory, singing hits like "Sugar Pie, Honey Bunch," Reach Out: I'll be There, Still Waters, "Baby, I need your loving","Ain't No Woman Like the One I got". My friends and I were all about R and B, funk and soul in those days, with a lot of love for local favorites War, Tower of Power, Sly and the Family Stone and Santana as well.


One of my favorite memories of that night is of sitting in a restaurant, and suddenly seeing Olivia Newton-John and her band rise up from the floor on a round stage, singing "Let me be there." Something like this:

More hard drive blues

Laptop STILL not working, in spite of the logic board replacement! *toe tapping impatiently*
I can read my email on my blackberry, and even look at the web (slowly and painfully), but without flash, I can't watch videos.

Horrors! How am I going to keep up with the news at BSYTYCD?

How am I going to watch episodes of America's Best Dance Crew, season 2 since I don't get cable?

And how can I rewatch these awesome dance videos of the YouTube dance battle?? with Adam Sevani and the ACDC Cru? and the hot Chris Brown + Adam free-style?

I do my work stuff at work, but at home I like to kick back. And we are having anime withdrawal.

With Hillary Clinton on the team, the Democrats can't lose in November

From bitter experience, I know what it is like to put up with sexual harrasment at work, misogynists who constantly belittle and undermine my professional capacity, and the complicity of women and men in making excuses for the abusers rather than rallying to support the abused. Even though Hilary Clinton's stands on a number of issues are not ones I could embrace (nor are some of Obama's for that matter--my politics are far to the left of both) I was more than ready to vote for her if she had emerged as the Democratic nominee. So I join with Katha Pollitt at The Nation, and others in thanking her for having the courage and the fortitude to fight on, in spite of all the ugly, misogynist and hateful crap that was flung her way:

"There's another reason to be grateful to her. Clinton's run has put to rest the myth that we are living in a postfeminist wonderland in which all that stands in women's path is women themselves. Like a magnet--was it the pantsuit?--Clinton drew out the nation's misogyny in all its jeering glory and put it where we could all get a good look at it. "Iron my shirt" hecklers. Wearers of Bros Over Hos T-shirts and buyers of Hillary nutcrackers. Fans of the Citizens United Not Timid website (check the acronym). Vats of sexist nastiness splattered across the Comments section of hundreds of blogs and websites. It's as if every obscene phone caller and every exhibitionist in America decided to become an amateur political pundit.

As for the real pundits, thank you, Hillary, for showing us the snickering belittling of women that passes for media commentary: Rush Limbaugh, no Adonis, wondering out loud if "the country" was ready to watch a woman age in the White House; Chris Matthews, Don Imus and Tucker Carlson with their litany of insults--she-devil, Satan, witch, Antichrist, Lady Macbeth. NPR's Ken Rudin compared her to Glenn Close's indestructible bunny-boiler character in Fatal Attraction. And surely a special prize goes to Keith Olbermann for his indignant, hysterical bombast after Clinton's ham-handed reference to RFK's assassination. Rarely has men's terror of women with more brains than a Bratz doll been on such public display. And, of course, men were what we mostly saw up there on the small screen, yakking and blathering away.

It wasn't just men, though. Thank you, Hillary, for letting us get a good look at female sexism: the catty fashionistas and Style page dingbats obsessing over her clothes, her hair, her weight, her cleavage, her laugh. Air America's Randi Rhodes calling her a "big fucking whore," Maureen Dowd offering up her twice-weekly dose of vinegar and dozens of women writers musing prettily about why they and their friends all hate Hillary. Could it be they're jealous? Not, as novelist Mary Gordon has suggested, of Hillary's bagging of sexy Bill (yuck) but of her unsinkable ambition and drive. Hillary's run upset the carefully balanced apple cart of trade-off and resignation and semi-suppressed frustration that is how women of the professional class accommodate to patriarchy lite."

We are going to have to put up with a lot more yammering about what everyone "should" do in the next week, but I'm looking forward to bringing it to John McCain and the failed, discredited, divided Republican party. We cannot afford to let McCain win. I'm sure that Hillary Clinton will bring her formidable skills to that task, and that she will play an important role in shaping the political agenda of the next four years.

And while we're at it, let's throw out that slimeball Norm Coleman and elect Jack Nelson-Pallmayer, a candidate whose stands on the issues I really can endorse, and who will be a worthy successor of Paul Wellstone in the Senate.

back in action

A THIRD weekend of thunderstorms, hail, worries about tornadoes and severe weather. I spent about an hour in the computer repair place because they had issued a SEVERE WEATHER WARNING, telling us to take shelter immediately, and to see if I could get my laptop back. Yes, it works now that the motherboard/logic board has been replaced, along with the cracked top of the case (do you think we used it too much?). The repair guy said there was nothing we did that broke it, but I need more memory.

I spent the day in an event called "Democracy Day" as a prelude to the National Media Reform Conference that starts tomorrow. It was a gathering of folks working on election reform, and I learned a lot. More about that later when I have time and energy: all the thunderstorms moving through really have an effect on my fibromyalgia symptoms. Instead of going to the big party tonight, I gave my tickets away and went home, and I'm glad I did. Sudden drops in barometric pressure have been anecdotally reported by people with fibro, and some studies confirm that this is the case.
Besides, SYTYCD was going to reveal the top 20!

Uh-oh, the logic board had to be replaced!

My MacBook went dark over the weekend, so I have not had access to digital things unless I drive to the office to use the desktop computer there. Since I've been trying to work from home now that classes are over, this is not impossible to do, but it does mean that I'm spending more time on campus (and commuting) than I would be otherwise. I was not completely unplugged, but I'm so accustomed to having easy access that it was interesting to observe how often I had the impulse to look something up online:
What is the cost of gas in European countries right now?

How many people does the Xcel center hold and how many turned out for the Obama speech?

What else has Eliot Pattison written besides the four novels I've read about Tibet?

How many people will lose their jobs because of GM's stupid short-sighted gas guzzling priorities?

Have the kids been having any dry weather in the Badlands?


What a relief that I bought the 3-year Applecare warranty! I have been informed that they are replacing the "logic board" (that's the motherboard in Macspeak), so it would have cost me a pile if I'd had to pay for it myself. I'll find out what else might have gone wrong when they call me to let me know when it is ready, either today or tomorrow. I've been reading around about known Macbook issues with overheating, replacing the logic board because of a "whine" and having to tinker with the Time Machine settings once the logic board is replaced :(

As a result, I've been relatively unplugged for the last few days, and let me tell you, it has been interesting to see how psychologically dependent I have become on having instant access, especially when I want to follow a news story. My phone allows me to read my email and even browse, although it is slow, but yesterday I followed the Obama/Clinton/McCain news solely on mainstream media. Yuck, was that painful. And no, I did not go to Saint Paul to stand in line for hours to get into the Xcel center to then wait for more hours to watch a speech because I knew that Chuck Olson and the good folks at The Uptake would be there.

The Puerto Rican vote

It's a cruel irony that Puerto Ricans who are (sometimes) able to vote in the party primaries do not have the right to vote for president in the national elections, as the Supreme Court reaffirmed in 2006.

Puerto Ricans ARE U.S. citizens, and the elections affect Puerto Rico, which is part of the U.S., but because it is not a state (as is also the case for Guam and the U.S. Virgin Islands) they cannot vote for president, and there are no electors to the Electoral College from Puerto Rico.

The District of Columbia does have one elector, because of the 23rd Amendment to the Constitution, but it still does not have Congressional representation, despite having a larger population than some states. Until there is a constitutional amendment, or Puerto Rico is granted statehood, Puerto Ricans will not be able to vote for anyone in Novemberunless they become residents of a state, like New York.

Shedding stuff

A very lucky young lady is on an 8th grade field trip with about 40-50 of her classmates, (and their intrepid principal and teacher chaperones) to the Black Hills of South Dakota.They will be camping, cooking out, hiking--they are going to have such a great time!
We packed everything, checked the list twice and repacked it, but I still managed to forget to give her the totally cool new water bottle we bought for the trip because we left it in the fridge. Considering that we had to be at her school at 5:45 AM, I'm glad that's the only thing that got left behind.

While I am on my own here, I will tackle the endless sorting and purging of STUFF. I bought six plastic storage containers to pack up things that are taking up space but that we don't want to throw out, like photo albums and old school papers we're saving. I'm going to take all the CDs we have copied to Cheapo to sell. The office space that I never really use is going to become her homework/art space, and that corner of the living room that was supposed to be her homework/artspace (currently a pile of STUFF) is going to become nothing in particular, just a place free of junk.

There should be enough room to do yoga without bumping into the furniture.

Gotta love that Minnesota weather!

Today was "saturated with awesomeness" according to Miss R., and I agree!

We slept in, watched cartoons, were lazy with the kitty. Then we took a walk to look for a last item for the school camping trip coming up this week. The weather was gorgeous: sunny, not too hot, dandelion puffs blowing in the wind, the scent of lilacs on the breeze. We stopped at the Letterbox Creative Store for Cupcake Saturday. We bought one of each of the four kinds of cupcakes made by the fabulous Sheela Namakkal, whose catering business is called Miel y Leche. Today she was serving a lemon-blueberry, strawberry shortcake, "hostess" (like a ho-ho), and a yellow cake with dark chocolate frosting. We saved them for later, and went on to Twin Cities Green, a newish store on Hennepin, where I thought we could find a water bottle. Not only did we find a Sigg bottle, but one with a Japanese design! Yes!
We walked back to have lunch at Lucia's Bakery: fruit salad, a biscuit, a corn muffin, with yummy Darbo preserves. I love the corn muffins at Lucia's, especially with their chili, but today we wanted to get to the matinee at the Uptown Theater on time to see The Fall. We sat in the balcony, right in the first row. I love being able to still go to a theater with a balcony. It had some eye-popping cinematography, amazing locations, lovely acting. We give it two thumbs up.

On the way home, I bought a copy of Persepolis (I and II), because we had seen it last week at the Riverview, another great cinema.
We were at home, noodling around, when suddenly we heard the tornado siren. Since there was still sun shining through the window, we didn't race to the basement, but checked out the TV report; possible tornado forming in a storm to the north, with "golf ball sized hail." With the disaster in Hugo fresh in our minds, we got the cat carrier ready in case we had to go downstairs, but when the storm arrived, our hail was only dime sized. After closing all the storm windows, I crossed my fingers that we wouldn't have the huge hail we'd seen on TV, but no windows were broken. We saw a huge rainbow when the rain ended. In just a few minutes time, it rained hard enough to send a little flood down the street gutters. Gotta love that Minnesota weather, and thank goodness this weekend we just had the thunder and hail, and no tornado.

I'm trying to soak up all the time I have with my girl because she'll be away all week at this camping trip, the last hurrah of her middle school year.

Why John McCain must be defeated in November

John McCain has been getting a free ride for too long. His record is abysmal, but the media has been all about Clinton and Obama, letting him have a free ride with his wife's money. He's a corrupt politician, with a record of cynical influence peddling. He's worse than Bush in many regards. Many of his own party don't trust him. The media have been shamefully negligent in covering his record. So we have to do our homework. Michael Tomasky reviews three books about John McCain in the New York Review of Books,

• Free Ride: John McCain and the Media, by David Brock and Paul Waldman
  

• The Real McCain: Why Conservatives Don't Trust Him—and Why Independents Shouldn't, by Cliff Schecter
  

• McCain: The Myth of a Maverick, by Matt Welch

Don't have time to go to the library and read these books? Here's the Cliff Notes version:

10 things you should know about John McCain (but probably don’t): gracias, Professor Zero and MoveOn.org

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1. John McCain voted against establishing a national holiday in honor of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. Now he says his position has “evolved,” yet he’s continued to oppose key civil rights laws.¹
2. According to Bloomberg News, McCain is more hawkish than Bush on Iraq, Russia and China. Conservative columnist Pat Buchanan says McCain “will make Cheney look like Gandhi.”²
3. His reputation is built on his opposition to torture, but McCain voted against a bill to ban waterboarding, and then applauded President Bush for vetoing that ban.³
4. McCain opposes a woman’s right to choose. He said, “I do not support Roe versus Wade. It should be overturned.”⁴
5. The Children’s Defense Fund rated McCain as the worst senator in Congress for children. He voted against the children’s health care bill last year, then defended Bush’s veto of the bill.⁵
6. He’s one of the richest people in a Senate filled with millionaires. The Associated Press reports he and his wife own at least eight homes! Yet McCain says the solution to the housing crisis is for people facing foreclosure to get a “second job” and skip their vacations.⁶
7. Many of McCain’s fellow Republican senators say he’s too reckless to be commander in chief. One Republican senator said: “The thought of his being president sends a cold chill down my spine. He’s erratic. He’s hotheaded. He loses his temper and he worries me.”⁷
8. McCain talks a lot about taking on special interests, but his campaign manager and top advisers are actually lobbyists. The government watchdog group Public Citizen says McCain has 59 lobbyists raising money for his campaign, more than any of the other presidential candidates.⁸
9. McCain has sought closer ties to the extreme religious right in recent years. The pastor McCain calls his “spiritual guide,” Rod Parsley, believes America’s founding mission is to destroy Islam, which he calls a “false religion.” McCain sought the political support of right-wing preacher John Hagee, who believes Hurricane Katrina was God’s punishment for gay rights and called the Catholic Church “the Antichrist” and a “false cult.”⁹
10. He positions himself as pro-environment, but he scored a 0—yes, zero—from the League of Conservation Voters last year.¹⁰

And since we want documentation, here you go:

1. "The Complicated History of John McCain and MLK Day," ABC News, April 3, 2008
http://blogs.abcnews.com/politicalpunch/2008/04/the-complicated.html

"McCain Facts," ColorOfChange.org, April 4, 2008
http://colorofchange.org/mccain_facts/

2. "McCain More Hawkish Than Bush on Russia, China, Iraq," Bloomberg News, March 12, 2008
http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=20601103&sid=aF28rSCtk0ZM&refer=us

"Buchanan: John McCain 'Will Make Cheney Look Like Gandhi,'" ThinkProgress, February 6, 2008
http://thinkprogress.org/2008/02/06/buchanan-gandhi-mccain/

3. "McCain Sides With Bush On Torture Again, Supports Veto Of Anti-Waterboarding Bill," ThinkProgress, February 20, 2008
http://thinkprogress.org/2008/02/20/mccain-torture-veto/

4. "McCain says Roe v. Wade should be overturned," MSNBC, February 18, 2007
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/17222147/

5. "2007 Children's Defense Fund Action Council® Nonpartisan Congressional Scorecard," February 2008
http://www.childrensdefense.org/site/PageServer?pagename=act_learn_scorecard2007

"McCain: Bush right to veto kids health insurance expansion," CNN, October 3, 2007
http://www.cnn.com/2007/POLITICS/10/03/mccain.interview/

6. "Beer Executive Could Be Next First Lady," Associated Press, April 3, 2008
http://ap.google.com/article/ALeqM5h-S1sWHm0tchtdMP5LcLywg5ZtMgD8VQ86M80

"McCain Says Bank Bailout Should End `Systemic Risk,'" Bloomberg News, March 25, 2008
http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=20601087&sid=aHMiDVYaXZFM&refer=home

7. "Will McCain's Temper Be a Liability?," Associated Press, February 16, 2008
http://abcnews.go.com/Politics/wireStory?id=4301022

"Famed McCain temper is tamed," Boston Globe, January 27, 2008
http://www.boston.com/news/nation/articles/2008/01/27/famed_mccain_temper_is_tamed/

8. "Black Claims McCain's Campaign Is Above Lobbyist Influence: 'I Don't Know What The Criticism Is,'" ThinkProgress, April 2, 2008
http://thinkprogress.org/2008/04/02/mccain-black-lobbyist/

"McCain's Lobbyist Friends Rally 'Round Their Man," ABC News, January 29, 2008
http://abcnews.go.com/Blotter/story?id=4210251

9. "McCain's Spiritual Guide: Destroy Islam," Mother Jones Magazine, March 12, 2008
http://www.moveon.org/r?r=3519

"Will McCain Specifically 'Repudiate' Hagee's Anti-Gay Comments?," ThinkProgress, March 12, 2008
http://thinkprogress.org/2008/03/12/mccain-hagee-anti-gay/

"McCain 'Very Honored' By Support Of Pastor Preaching 'End-Time Confrontation With Iran,'" ThinkProgress, February 28, 2008
http://thinkprogress.org/2008/02/28/hagee-mccain-endorsement/

10. "John McCain Gets a Zero Rating for His Environmental Record," Sierra Club, February 28, 2008
http://www.alternet.org/blogs/environment/77913/

Parrot awesomeness

My friend Sarah, who has moved too far away, sent me this video of a parrot named Smokey, an African Grey, that says "Yes we can!". My cat just says meow.
Of course, this meant I had to spend some time listening to parrots singing and talking on YouTube!

Mozart's Queen of the Night aria as sung by Menino (R.I.P)

Rocky is a beatboxing parrot

Caesar says lots of things, but my favorite is "WHAT-ever!"

This parrot is dancing to the theme from Star Trek Voyager (for Fresca!)

Remember the dead in the name of truth, not militaristic violence

Some reading for today's Memorial Day, a national holiday whose almost-forgotten roots lie in the Civil War. I choose to reflect on the profound difference between the way the state deploys the military and the fate of the troops and civilians affected by violence in the name of the state. I spent the first fifteen years of my life as a "military dependent" (aka Army brat) while my father, a surgeon, was putting back together the bodies of the most seriously wounded in Viet Nam. I know what it is like to grow up within the military mindset, and also to investigate the truth of what was hidden from me during those years.

Here is a list of U.S. military actions during its history, including wars against indigenous peoples during colonial expansion, slave revolts, and internal labor disputes. (Note that the language often presents external troop deployments as actions "to protect U.S. interests".)

Iraq Veterans Against the War has gathered the testimony it presented during four days, of eye-witness accounts by veterans of their time in Iraq and Afghanistan in its Winter Soldier: Iraq and Afghanistan site. The truth is hard to stomach, so at the same time that we are exhorted to honor the sacrifice of "our troops", the facts about that sacrifice are often ignored, and the needs of those who return are not being met.

In the NYTimes, a column by Helen Benedict:

THIS Memorial Day, as an ever-increasing number of mentally and physically wounded soldiers return from Iraq, the Department of Veterans Affairs faces a pressing crisis: women traumatized not only by combat but also by sexual assault and harassment from their fellow service members. Sadly, the department is failing to fully deal with this problem.

read the rest. And PBS provides more coverage of rape in the military in this episode of NOW.

David Carr, NYTimes media critic, writes about how little coverage there is of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan now in The Media Equation: The Wars We Choose to Ignore

...And although the Pentagon and the current administration will go to great lengths today to talk about the pride we should all feel in the fighting women and men of this country, increasingly onerous rules of engagement for the news media and the military make it difficult for the few remaining reporters and photographers to do their job: showing soldiers doing theirs.

Yes, the message seems to be, we honor the dead, but do not show them in your pictures. Of course, we care deeply about the wounded, but you now need their signed permission to depict their sacrifice. As the number of reporters and photographers has gone down, the efforts to control those who remain have gone up....

So we turn to Juan Cole to give us some information about the U.S. military casualties of this war, in Informed Comment. Not only the number that the Pentagon counts, but the number who have died after receiving care, or after returning home, the wounded, the suicides, attempted suicides, those with PTSD, their shattered bodies and their shattered families.

But the U.S. does not count the number of Iraqis it kills, so we have to got to Iraq Body Count, a database set up to try to name the dead in this war, with the bitter understanding that their numbers are probably too low, because they do not estimate; they record only the number of reported deaths of civilians by military and paramilitary violence:

Iraq Body Count (IBC) records the violent civilian deaths that have resulted from the 2003 military intervention in Iraq. Its public database includes deaths caused by US-led coalition forces and paramilitary or criminal attacks by others.

IBC’s documentary evidence is drawn from crosschecked media reports of violent events leading to the death of civilians, or of bodies being found, and is supplemented by the careful review and integration of hospital, morgue, NGO and official figures.

So, after all this dismal reading, what can one do that is positive? I highly recommend this initiative by Minnesota's Secretary of State, Mark Ritchie: Honor a Veteran by Voting.

Nine centuries of Japanese Art at the MIA.

Today is the last day of the exhibit of John C Weber collection of Japanese art at the Minneapolis Institute of Arts. Because I had such a great experience with the San Francisco Asian Art museum exhibit in March, I've been meaning to see it. The MIA's holdings in Asian art are quite rich, and there is now more exhibit space for Japanese art, with six galleries added since the building was expanded in 2006.

There are so many other great exhibits ongoing at the MIA, including the natural history paintings from Suriname of Maria Sybilla Merian, but we are just going to see this one because we have to do some shopping for pants. Someone has grown three inches in the last year, and it wasn't me. I am now one of those moms who is shorter than her lanky daughter. We wear the same shoe size, but she doesn't like any of my shoes, for which I am thankful.

Twin Cities Daily Planet/KFAI benefit "Party for a Media Revolution"

I'm going to a party! I just got two tickets for the "Party for a Media Revolution", co-hosted by KFAI Community Radio and the Twin Cities Daily Planet, on June 5th at Trocadero's. It's a benefit, and a kick-off party for the National Conference for Media Reform, June 6-8. By making a $200 donation to the Twin Cities Daily planet, I got to support an organization I love, get two tickets to the party AND register for the Conference, a $195 registration fee ($95 for students/low income). I was hesitating, due to the cost, but knowing that my money goes directly to the Twin Cities Daily Planet made it worthwhile for me.


I am a big fan of the Twin Cities New Media Alliance and its newswire site the Twin Cities Daily Planet. Their slogan is "Local News for Global Citizens" and they fulfill this mission by providing a mix of content from over 40 local media partners, citizen journalists, and a wonderful professional staff. They are making exceptional use of the potential of "Web 2.0" interactive capacity to foster participatory citizen journalism:

The Twin Cities Daily Planet is conceived as an experiment in participatory journalism, built on a partnership between professional journalists and individual citizens. Collectively, the residents of the Twin Cities have far more expertise and insight than can be found in any one newsroom. The premise of the TC Daily Planet is that new technologies are making it possible for these citizens to become more active and powerful participants in the news production process. One goal of the Daily Planet is to harness that community intelligence and enable individuals to share information and work together for the common good.

The roster of folks participating in this national conference is amazing. I'm especially excited by the large presence of young people among them.

SYTYCD!!!

I am an unabashed fan of So You Think You Can Dance. Tonight is the two-hour premiere. Here are some highlights from the last few seasons.I'm going to practice embedding videos in Blogger by sharing a few of my favorites.

Jamal and Kamilah's hip hop



Jaime and Hok dance the Wade Robson choreograhed hummingbird and flower.


Anya and Pasha's audition cha cha.

Only ten more to go!

After I turn in my grades Hurray! I'm done! Now I'm going to read this Slate special issue on procrastination.

"It's just across this bridge*...

I find so many people tormented by paranoia right now. What if we were to adopt Rob Bresny's philosophy of pronoia instead?

If you click on Jason Kottke's meme aggregator, When Obama Wins..., and click on it enough times, eventually it comes up with "...we'll find the map to Candy Mountain!"

Is it all too good to be true? Should we be wary of our very desire to hope so as not to risk being disappointed? Is hope for change just too painful and dangerous? If we get excited about the possibility of a real change in Washington, are we dupes? naive? apologists for the patriarchy?


It's as if we are all crabby like Charlie the Unicorn, burned one too many times because we didn't want to be left out.



shunnnnn!



*"The magical bridge of joy and wonder... "

And then there are all those accusations of "drinking the Kool-Aid." What? you haven't yet "drunk the Kool-Aid"?

How many people really know what the glib phrase really means? Those of us who grew up in San Francisco in the seventies remember the real pain and horror of the events behind this little bit of net-lingo that has been taken up by press and pundits.

I'm a lousy polticial pundit; I thought Reagan could never be elected because he was so awful, that Kerry had to win, because how could people re-elect that fool? But I refuse to give up on optimism.
If the California Supreme court, mostly Republican appointees, could find in favor of gay marriage. Did I ever think I'd see that in my lifetime?

Squirrels on the brain.

The farkin' squirrels have chewed their way into the attic again, and I can't take the time to do anything about it until I turn in the grades tomorrow. It's like having an itch you can't scratch.

Defeat McCain in November.

Eyes on the prize, people. John McCain in the White House will undo what vestiges of reproductive freedom there are left for women in this country.
Don't tell me that doesn't matter. He has stated repeatedly that he is in favor of repealing Roe V Wade.
To some people, the evidence of McCains utter corruption during the S and L scandals of the 80s, and his role as one of the Keating Five is "ancient history" but to me it is one of the reasons why the man should be disqualified from holding public office. He is a symbol of the corruption of big money capitalism at home and abroad.
ETA: Cliff Schecter's book The Real McCain: Why Conservatives Don't Trust Him--and Why Independents Shouldn't is a scrupulously documented record of McCain's actions and words.

Going from a point-and-shoot to a digital SLR camera

Serendipity is great stuff. Our neighborhood is having its annual collective garage sale. We wandered out and I immediately found a great blue and white vase I'll use for tulips across the street. We also met a neighbor, Peggy, whose relatives had driven up from Iowa with stuff for the sale!

We followed a sign that said "sale in alley" and found a table full of old cameras of every kind, none of them working, but all of them very cool-looking. As we were chatting with the seller, a professional photographer who also collects old cameras, I mentioned that I wanted to get a camera that worked for my daughter, who was gazing with enchantment at the table. Twenty minutes later, we left with a kit that includes a leather carrying case, an Olympus EVOLT e500 SLR camera with two different zooms, extra batteries and memory cards (two kinds) all the cables, lens filters, rechargers, manuals and the original box. Because I'd been looking around for something like this to give my daughter as a graduation present and because she has such a great eye when she takes pictures, much better than mine, I recognized that the price he was asking was an incredible deal, (thank you, Steve!) and after he showed us some of the controls and explained some basic concepts, I could see this would be a comfortable camera for a novice to learn with. Like a lot of pro photographers, he had upgraded to a much fancier set-up, and I know from another friend who is married to a photographer that it can often be tough to resell when you upgrade. And I was dreading going to the stores and being bombarded with specs, or trying to find out online what I should get. So he got a garage sale windfall, and we got a fabulous deal on a complete kit for my artistic child. And we met another neighbor.

Happy, happy graduation, dear! Now it's time to play and learn. There are lots of lessons online, but we also have a dear friend who is a photographer, and we will join her for a camera safari at the end of the month.

Iraq Veterans Against the War speak out

Iraq Veterans Against the War are telling their stories.
Here are ten reasons why they oppose the war.
Bless them.

Worldchanging for human rights

When I was a child reading science fiction, starting in about 1969, I remember discovering the dystopian narratives of John Brunner. He was using what I later would come to understand as sophisticated modernist narrative techniques to extrapolate on the new understandings about pollution and ecological crisis (think Alvin Toffler, Silent Spring by Rachel Carson, Diet for a Small Planet). I found his novels disturbing because they were bleak, very close to reality, and did not have heroes who saved the universe at the end, instead showing the effects of fear and anxiety on ordinary people living through the accelerating collapse of the world's ecosystem and social structures. One of his novels was called The Sheep Look Up from Milton). I was too young to understand the big picture, but that book has stayed with me, as a prophecy of what could happen if we did not wake up. I didn't see any hope in this angry, all-too-prophetic book.

A couple of days ago, as I was driving to the school board meeting to speak out in favor of the Human Rights Campaign's curriculum to counteract homophobic bullying in the public schools, I listened to radio news headlines that were almost apocalyptic: the death toll climbs from the cyclone in Myanmar and the authoritarian regime is stealing food and aid from the people; reports of the earthquake in China eloquently communicate the pain of all those parents who've lost their only precious child in the rubble of collapsed schools; tornados are increasing in severity, but is it becaue of increasing in severity because of global climate change? the degradation of ecosystmes contributes to the raging wildfires; Bush's lackeys have finally declared polar bears a "threatened" (but not endangered!) species, and admitted that maybe there's something to this global warming stuff after all. Food and fuel prices are rising, and the poorest will be hit the hardest. I feel anger and sorrow. It's tempting to give in to despair. But, as Alex Steffen says, in his manifesto for a politics of optimism "Cynicism is obedience." There is a global movement for change, made of many pieces. Some of them connect at Worldchanging.com. As they say, "Worldchanging: Change your thinking"

Last week, my contribution to the meme of Passion Quilt was a post about how I am passionate about teaching as "changing perspectives." Today I'm joining folks who are blogging about human rights, and I want to think about it in the same way: what do we need to do to change our thinking about our relationship to the planet so that we can make changes for human rights.

I got an email from someone at the The Advocates for Human Rights, (formerly known as the Minnesota Advocates for Human Rights, but they have grown),letting me know about this event. I clicked their link and it took me to something called "Bloggers Unite:Blogging for Hope, hosted by BlogCatalog.com. If you click there, you can see what other bloggers are thinking and writing about human rights. We are working together for a critical pedagogy of hope.

DWTS goosebump moment

Even the cheesiest reality show has its moments when the genuine talent leaps off the screen, and this week it was Brandon and Brittany's paso doble on Dancing With The Stars. These kids are thirteen years old. What a bright future they have!

Local street styles

I found a site with photos of local street styles, a la Sartorialist, by the bloggers who collaborate at The Minneapoline. This photo, by Ellen, of the prom couple who created their entire outfits out of duct tape is wonderful!

Well, since you ASKED...

Wow, I have a reader whom I don't know? Hi, Anonymous commenter!
Numbers kind of remind me of tests, and the semester is over, so I'll try to reply in the spirit of sincere dialogue, although I do prefer addressing someone by a name. I"m long-winded, so if you actually return to read this, here goes. I moved your questions about my previous post out of the comments, because I found myself writing such long answers.

1. How do you know that the parents opposing this are a "minority?"

2. Which other political action committees besides HRC do you think we should allow to pilot curricula in our public schools?

3. Do you recognize that the idea of legalizing same-sex marriage is a controversial political issue?

4. Who is a child's primary educator, the parent(s) or the school?

5. Have you read the "Welcoming Schools" curriculum?

6. Can you accept that people who oppose this curriculum are not by definition bigoted or homophobic?

Re: HRC, politics and what goes on in our schools? short answer, what isn't political about public school as an institution? Public school is mandatory because the state wants to produce citizens who will support the status quo. This has its pluses and its minuses, depending on how invested one is in that status quo. In my ideal world, our schools would be a lot different: there would be free full-day preschool starting at age 3, as there is in many European countries. Teacher-child ratios would be more reasonable; there would be at least an hour of PE a day; music and art would be as important as any other subject; all children would have daily instruction in a second language from first grade on; the children would have more than a pitiful 20 minutes to eat lunch, and that lunch would be healthy, prepared on site, and nothing with high-fructose corn syrup would be allowed on school grounds. NCLB would be abolished...you get the picture. We would have an anti-bias and gender-fair curriculum and teach that people should be valued above profits (heresy!). Alas, I am not queen of the world. I'm happy that the public schools in Minneapolis are as good as they are, given how they are subjected to continual funding shuffles, staffing uncertainty, and the mandate to provide for special needs students without adequate funding. Am I concerned about the agenda of the Human Rights Campaign? Well, they screwed up on ENDA, but that's another conversation.

Re: 4: Primary educator? Short answer: their peers. Ideally, parents do their best to teach their kids how to be good people. We may also teach them a bunch of other stuff: please and thank you are big in my house. Kids are in school 8 hours a day, and during that time the schools are in charge of their education on a series of subjects, in accordance with federal, state, and local mandates (standards, testing). But guess what? schools teach our kids social norms all the time: stand in line, raise your hand, ask permission to go to the bathroom, don't run in the halls, don't have jello spitting contests in the cafeteria, don't make snotty remarks to the teacher, take turns, be nice, don't hit. We expect the school to ensure their physical safety, and by necessity the schools also have a huge role in shaping their emotional and moral life, whether we like that or not. And kids learn a lot from each other, sometimes more than we recognize. Peer influence is huge, huge.

re: 5. Did I read the HRC "Welcoming Schools" curriculum? That's a somewhat insulting question, but yes, I did, quite carefully. I am an educator, so I understand the importance of homework and research. That is why I recognize that Kersten's article misrepresented it, and the discussions I have seen make claims about it that are often simply untrue: it does not mandate "sex education" nor will it "do away with gender" as I have seen at least one person assert.

As an educator, I also know that when a school adopts a curriculum, they make use of a set of resources, which they adapt to fit their needs. There is no state organization that will require a test, like the math and reading tests my child just took, to see if they "got it right." It is quite likely that the schools (and primarily the teachers) will decide which elements fit best with their community, their style and their already existing anti-bullying policies. Because I have been actively involved in my school I know the real, live people who are doing their best to teach too many kids with too few resources. They want the tools to do a better job, and they thought this curriculum served an unmet need. Before a curriculum can be implemented, you need to have the teachers on board. If they decide this is not something they can use, well, hey.

re: 3. What? gay marriage is controversial? why, I hadn't noticed. Ok, seriously, her dads' marriage is legal in the European Union, and frankly, it hurts me that there are people who want to deprive them of their happiness here.



re: 1 and 6: Actually, when I read the comments in response to a couple of blog posts, I was rather grateful to see how many people who did not identify as GLBT were supportive of the Welcoming Schools curriculum or at least of the idea of the need for it. When I spoke at the school board meeting tonight, I just said that I don't want any family to have to feel afraid the way I did: afraid that the school would be unkind to my child and my family, or look away when others were unkind or cruel. Then I sat down and cried because I hate it that people are fighting to keep our children in a situation of fear. I didn't have time to narrate in tedious and dreary detail all the bullying I have endured, witnessed, or (finally, after the age of 40) fought against. Someone else spoke about teen suicide rates, depression, and the public and mental health issues that homophobic bullying causes. Several people came up very quietly and thanked me and shook my hand. The folks who didn't come but wrote to me that they supported me and were glad I was there to represent them also make me believe that we are not the minority.

That's why I think (and I am hopeful) that those who sincerely want our schools to be inclusive, respectful and safe will work to make this a reality for all of us, not just people who are like you, who want to keep the schools safe for bullies and feel all morally superior about it at the same time. Sorry to be so blunt, but that's what your questions felt like to me.

But, if you actually came back and read this, thank you; I appreciate the opportunity to write this down. I welcome a sincere engagement if you care to reply.

Coming out in support of change in the public schools

Yesterday I got an email asking for parents to attend or speak up at tonight's school board meeting in support of the Welcoming Families pilot program that will be voluntarily implemented at three schools this coming year, including our family's K-12 school.

Here is a slightly edited version of an email I sent to family, friends and parents, asking for their support:

Greetings, all
You may have read or heard about the Minneapolis Public School's implementation of the Welcoming Schools pilot program, an anti-bullying, GLBT inclusive curriculum. MSP Superintendent, Dr. Green, strongly advocates a proactive approach to address the issues of bullying in our schools, especially as it targets GLBT children, their families, and all children who witness or participate in bullying behavior targeting
e states:

"The Welcoming Schools curriculum is a tool to combat bullying, by focusing on diversity, gender stereotyping and name-calling. This project, being voluntarily piloted in three MPS schools, complements the district's health education standards which require that students from kindergarten and up "state a way that people are the same and different," and students from second grade and up "identify different family patterns (nuclear, single parent, gay, lesbian, adoptive, foster, extended, etc.)."

Yesterday's homophobic and grotesquely misleading column by Katherine Kersten in the Star Tribune has generated much discussion (some negative and quite a bit positive) about the implementation of this pilot program. As a minority of vocal opponents can generate misinformation about the curriculum and a create the false impression that this project lacks popular support, I plan to attend tonight's school board meeting to speak in support of the Welcoming School's pilot program.


LAST MONTH"S MEETING, ONLY OPPPONENTS SHOWED UP AND THERE WAS NO VISIBLE SUPPORT! We can't let Kersten's demagoguery mobilize those who want to keep the schools safe for bullies; we need to confront these efforts vigorously and publicly.

[My daughter's school] already has an active bullying prevention program and my daughter reports to me that she has not experienced bullying herself (although she recognizes that it may occur). Every child should be fortunate enough to have the experience she has had.

I wanted to let you know that am #4 on the list of people to speak between 5:30 and 6:00 tonight at the Public Input time slot for the School Board Meeting.

As a member of Rainbow Families, the mother of a 8th grader, and professor who is active with the GLBTA Program and the Transgender Commission, I will be there because every child has the right to learn in a safe environment, because all children suffer negative consequences when some children are bullied, and because I interact frequently with adult students who are still suffering from bullying at the school where I work. I applaud the strong commitment by the Superintendent and School Board to educate staff and teachers as well as students and their families about what we can all do to combat bullying and create affirming and welcoming schools in partnership with Out 4 Good and Rainbow Families

I will only have 3 minutes. I hope that you or your friends, co-workers, or acquaintances might consider being present at tonight's meeting to support me and my family, and to increase the visibilty of public support for GLBT families in Minneapolis Public Schools.

Better yet, if you have the possibility of putting yourself on the agenda, you can call and you will get 3 minutes, too!


Our family and others are out at school as families with gay parents.
Not every family or child has had the positive experience we have had; we need to work to change this. Thanks

Yours,
momo

May Day pics, part 2

May Day pics, part 1

It's the 34th year of the May Day festival!

Volunteers hand out the program.

You can view and the parade and be part of it at the same time.

Meme: Passion Quilt

Professor Zero tagged me with the Passion Quilt meme. What is an image of what I am most passionate that my students learn?

Change your perspective.

The image is from the Upside Down Map page, which reminds us that "it needn't be a Eurocentric world."

What other ways can we change our ideas about who we are in relation to others? What kind of difference can we make if we listen to the stories other people are telling us about the way they see themselves in the world? My first teaching experiences were language instruction--French and Spanish. The first literature class I was able to teach in English was about women's autobiographies. Since then I've gone on to teach about the literatures and cultures of many regions of the world, but my hope as a teacher is always to have students make a connection to their own lives, so that they might see that the way things are is not necessarily the way things have to be. My most recent "teaching" is not in the classroom, but as a member (an ally) of the Transgender Commission where I work, because we can't teach and learn if we do not feel safe and welcomed. When some students came to me to asking for help in working to make the bathrooms more safe for them, as people who were assaulted because their gender presentation did not match the expectations of people they met in the bathrooms, I had to do some learning so that I could be a more effective ally.


Do you want to tag yourself? I am tagging Gugeo and Thinkery, for now.

Here are the guidelines:
+Post a picture or make/take/create your own that captures what YOU are most passionate for students to learn about.
+Give your picture a short title.
+Title your blog post “Meme: Passion Quilt.”
+Link back to this blog entry.
+tag five other educator-type blogs.

This post appears to be the origin of the meme: Miguel Guhlin.
There is a Flickr Passion Quilt pool.
You can see some of the other Passion Quilt images here.

Graduating with the Marx brothers

The semester isn't over until I have turned in my grades, but as I was walking around yesterday, I saw folks dressed in their graduation robes. Good luck to all of them! I never walked through any of my university graduations, too bad (although I did participate in other rituals. But I have sat on the stage for various graduation ceremonies in my hot robes, and I always do two things: look at the students' shoes, and get teary-eyed and sentimental.

Here's my favorite graduation scence from the movies: The Marx Brothers in Horsefeathers. Groucho sings "I'm against it"


Also from Horsefeathers,"What's the password?"


Getting off the boat in "Night at the Opera"

"You've got to sing one of Maurice Chevalier's songs to get off this boat"

The Marx Brothers play an crucial role in Hannah and her Sisters with "Hail Fredonia"

UCSD videos on Fibromyalgia, Parts One and Two

This is what they pretend to do on "House": diagnose tricky diseases, but without the sex and snarky jokes.

I was surprise to learn that there have been some significant changes in the understanding of fibromyalgia in terms of the use of "tender points" as part of the diagnosis; apparently, there is more recognition that fibromyalgia pain can occur in many other sites, and in response to a variety of stimuli (odors, lights, loud noises) that there is quite likely a Central Nervous System disregulation in the processing of pain and other stimuli. Researchers are finally starting to listen to patients, accumulate enough data and anecdotes, and see more patterns. Another new idea is that fibromyalgia may be more common in men than previously believed, because there was an overemphasis on a specific "tender points" exam.

One doctor shows where the tender points are. Another talks about conditions that need to be ruled out, such as various inflammatory diseases like lupos or rheumatoid arthritis, hypothyroidism. Sleep deprivation, depression, and other issues are discussed.

This discussion may be too dry and technical for most people, but for those of us with chronic pain disorders in general and fibromyalgia in particular, this is a fascinating and very useful discussion, especially because it shows what doctors SHOULD be doing to help us understand what fibromyalgia is and is not.
Part One and Part Two.
Part Two deals with the "psycho-social" environment and stressors that affect people with chronic pain; pay attention to the person, not just the pain. Since I got my diagnosis (about 16 years ago), the medical community has learned a tremendous amount, and there has been a shift to a more compassionate and clear-eyed view of fibromyalgia and chronic pain.

MAY DAY festival 2008!

In the Heart of the Beast Puppet Theater will be our hosts for the MayDay parade and festival. The first one was in 1975 and each year there is a theme for the parade and the ceremony, followed by the festival in Powderhorn Park I missed last year's festival, but this year we will be there! The forecast is for dry and mild weather, not too hot.
These pictures are from 2006. One of my favorite moments is when the Sun comes across the lake to meet the May Tree.
The Star Tribune posted this great video about all the preparations of building the costumes, floats, and puppets for the parade, an effort that involves the community.

Heard it on the radio

Camera Obscura sings "Lloyd, I'm ready to be heartbroken"

The phonological loop

I feel like the human jukebox; a word, a phrase, a line can trigger the memory of a song, and it is as if someone hit "play", and the music is there. I frequently have to hum or sing the phrase, something that is driving my poor daughter crazy, but it is almost unconscious. If I don't sing it, often it turns into a loop that will get stuck in my head all day. One problem I have is that I have a great memory for the first line of a song, but I don't necessarily remember all the lyrics, just the tune. My daughter, on the other hand, can remember most of a song after hearing it once, and all of it after hearing it twice. This astonishes me, and I envy it, as I envy a friend's capacity to remember vast swathes of poetry and recite them at will. Some folks are trying to market a language learning method using the concept of earworms. It will either be wildly successful or extremely irritating, or both.

Ever since AI announced that Neil Diamond would be this week's guest, I have been subjected to the uncontrollable phenomenon of my "memory jukebox." This guy wrote so many hit songs in the 60s, 70s and 80s, his music was everywhere. And I am one of those two kinds of people: the ones who do not like Neil Diamond's music. In fact, as a kid, I felt a visceral loathing for it, something about his voice bothered the hell out of me. So for the last week, I have had Neil Diamond songs on my internal soundtrack, and it is driving me freakin' crazy.

I looked up earworm and it turned into another one of those fascinating games of Chutes and Ladders through Wikepedia. It turns out that the term "earworm" is translated from German fairly recently, but the phenomenon has been used in popular culture for ages.

Earworms may be songs or tunes that become stuck in the phonological loop, the part of the brain that rehearses verbal information in Baddeley's model of workingmemory. This usually happens when a person sings the song or hums the tune once and then repeats it in his or her mind.

Learn more in this Treatise on the Deadly Earworm, chez Edgewriter.

Mark Twain wrote a story about getting a jingle stuck in his head called "A Literary Nightmare", describing how a rhyming ad got stuck in his head and drove out everything else until he was able to pass it on to someone else. You can read it here, but be careful! It will infect you!

What song do you recommend so I can kill off these evil ND earworms rampaging in my phonological loops? Here's DJ Earworm's mix
Here's a bit that's billed as an antidote to Manilow earworm
This one sometimes works.